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Being a Parent

16 Apr

I learned today the true meaning of being a parent…or maybe not. I’m also scared of what else this role of being a parent has in store for me. Because if this was not the worst…I shiver to think what else there is!

As a child I was very demanding…I needed my mom 24×7. When I woke up in the morning, when I came back from school, when I wanted to eat something, when I woke up from my afternoon nap, when I came back in the evening after play and when I went to bed at night…like I said 24×7! And she gave it all…she was there for me…and my two sisters. Today I am a mother myself, have my own set of challenges, priorities, needs, responsibilities and duties. And I find myself torn…torn between all of the above and giving my child what my mom gave me – her complete selfless devotion.

It is so difficult to find the right balance between loving and pampering, between suggesting and spoon feeding, between supporting and handholding. If I spend too much time with him he becomes too clingy, if I keep him away from myself I’m betraying his trust and letting him down. If I let him have his way I’m making him stubborn, if I’m firm with him I’m curbing his spirit.

A bird looks after her eggs till they hatch, feeds her little ones till they learn to fly and then forgets about them for the rest of her life…so do most of other animals and creatures in this world. Then why did God made us differently? Why did he not give us the strength to make our children independent and leave them to face the world on their own?

I hope I have the insight and understanding to give him everything he needs and yet teach him the value of what he has. For this I have to learn a few lessons like letting him go, letting him fall and pick himself up. I need to detach myself and play the role of a third person who is not his mom but a mentor, be firm yet kind, punish and reward at the same time.

I’m so scared!

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5 Comments

Posted by on April 16, 2010 in Daily Life, Feelings, Love

 

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5 responses to “Being a Parent

  1. tarun

    April 16, 2010 at 5:01 pm

    thanks for the heads up … and the hidden encouragement …

     
    • Priyadarshani Sharma

      April 27, 2010 at 11:41 am

      hehe…no amount of prior warning can prepare you for the feeling…but yes it helps to know others r going through the same and u r not alone 🙂

       
  2. Kunal

    April 27, 2010 at 8:34 am

    Wah Wah!!

     
    • Priyadarshani Sharma

      April 27, 2010 at 11:42 am

      Shukriya! and roll up your sleeves for your turn now… 🙂

       
  3. S

    May 11, 2010 at 12:42 pm

    true.. its very difficult to maintain a fine balance between possessiveness and indifference ..good luck

     

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